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𝑱𝒆𝒏𝒏𝒊𝒇𝒆𝒓 𝑪𝒉𝒆𝒄𝒌 𝒐𝒇 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ⋆. 𐙚 ˚
edtwt , bmi 17’s , lf moots! , i follow back
cw : 45.4kg , gw : 40kg , ugw : 35kg

[𝓙𝓪𝔂 @3mptystom4ch]

updated intro for #edtwt

jay, 17, she/her

cw: 48kg , lw: 40kg, gw: 36kg

love xxxtentacion (jahseh) & many other artists, i like to binge watch alot of dumb shit too

basic DNI

♡︎/⟳ if u wanna be moots

#edrtwt #moothunt

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@addnymm oh shit just saw 😭😭

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@longlivelaurel omg your so tinyyy, stay safe cutie 🤍🤍

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2 days left and then i can go home and fast , i wanna fast for 20 days so bad

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4 more hours and it was supposed to be 8 days of my fast but my parents were getting suspicious, mom woke me up just to ask when the last time i ate so i ordered some coffee and chicken caesar wrap infront of them and threw some of it up after they left, ngl hella full & nauseous

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@sashaschapel dw i get you 💔

[𓊆ྀི۫ ̣̣̥ 𝖗𝖎𝖗𝖎♱ﹺ𓂅۫ﹺ ׁ ꒱ 🍽️twt @ririettes]

feeling full is worse than starving imo hurts like hell😭😭

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@derpysalterego reached 7 day fast so i’m happy so far

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craving a big ass boat of sushi

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@sashaschapel people were visibly shocked 1 month in, might be because they haven’t seen me during that month but i remember multiple teachers would constantly worry and ask if i have eaten, even asked if i was sick, i have to see old pictures to process the fact that i am skinnier

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haven’t properly checked in a couple days and i checked too soon today since we’re going to the beach house, lost 0.5kg but i think i lost more because i weighed in too early hopefully by the time im back in around 43kg at the very least

[dia @intellectualspo]

food pushers are the worst people to be around

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not scared i’ll binge i’m scared to eat wtf? all of a fucking sudden i’m scared to break my fast

at least i’ll lose weight so ig a win?

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@aenibun lowkey i lose alot of weight right after and sometimes during, not sure why but maybe because the pain makes me not want to eat as much, but either way the “weight gain” is not actual weight gain!!

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day 6 completed, going to a beach house for 4 days with some family so i really hope it won’t be hard to not eat, the place is bigg so i’ll try to get some steps hopefully without passing out, barely did 5k today

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she’s so goals

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its officially day 5 of fasting, i dont think im gonna eat yet feels too early, 10 or 12 days seems good

barely that hungry and its either because iv been fasting for 5 days straight or the nausea im getting from taking 3-5 sleeping pills a day but hey a win is a win

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iv been watching mukbangs for 3 hours straight. its not funny.

[valentina @xanaxposer]

everytime i flip one of my selfies to see how ppl irl see me i almost throw up why am i ugly irl but pretty in selfies ugh

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watching skinny people eat is so appealing

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only lost 0.4kg today

46.3kg —> 45.9kg