Blegh. I.. had a bad weekend. Very bad weekend. And a bad start to today, too. I'm just going to Eat Normally for today and then fast tomorrow. On Wednesday, I can't fast.. but after it, I'll properly lock in.. properly.. :C
Okaaay, so after having to end early at 48 hours, I've rescheduled my entire month.. :D The green checkmarks are days where I have to fast, and red crosses are days where I will have to eat. Must factor in my mother and stuff, so this is much more optimal.
My teacher was talking to me about dealing with people who are ill and he spoke about how all you can do is be a listening ear for them, instead of being yet another voice telling them what they shoukd or shouldn't do.
@selkiize I saw this like KPop workout aaaages ago that apparently helps you get everything out Immediately. Might have to do it if things don't improve naturally.. 🥹🥹
ideal bf:
otaku adjacent
doesn’t like one piece
doesn’t use the b word
doesn’t watch porn
can communicate
is receptive to my proposed manifesto
reads
is friends with women
isnt mean
doesn’t do drugs
smells good
@Crabmeat4600@selkiize She is not being ignorant at all. She's being quite open and setting clear boundaries, which everyone is just violating mindlessly anyway.
She is clearly saying, "This is true for some, but not for me, and I don't want people to tell me otherwise." Is that so hard to comprehend?
@SoulStrawberry9@selkiize It really isn't "abusive", you're blowing it insanely out of proportion. She's the one getting harrassed for what started off as a vent post, and you're the one freaking out over it. If people like you would leave her alone, then she wouldn't lash out. Are you slow?
very specific stuff that make me feel fat:
- my curly hair when it's frizzy
- cutting my nails super short
- sweating
- crossing the road while a car is waiting
- putting my jacket on but i can't fit my arm into the other sleeve
- being the only one eating in a group of people