I CANNOT Fw people who do NOT understand it’s the PRINCIPLE of things. It’s not what you did. It’s how you did it & what makes it so bad is knowing I would never handled u the same and if roles were switched, you’d lose yo mind as well.
Sometimes it sucks being so alert, I can feel a vibe, sense a lie, read a tone, connect 2 and 2. You just can't be around me if you aint real, cause what I don't mention I still see.
Raw dogging a heartbreak ain’t for the weak. No roster & you’re not entertaining a soul. Just you with your thoughts and feeling every emotion that comes.
Ngl I immediately go silent when something upsets or hurts me. it's a coping mechanism i have developed over time. Instead of expressing my anger or frustration, i simply just withdraw and try to process my emotions in private.
“What's wrong with you lately? You seem to be checked out and not yourself.”
Me: I'm grieving a life I thought I would have, battling stuff that no one knows about, and craving a future that I don't think exists for me, so yeah I'm pretty checked out. I'm fine though.
I am so grateful to have grown up with Lizzie McGuire, Hannah Montana, That's so Raven, High School Musical, Wizards of Waverley Place, Suite Life of Zack and Cody, Zoey 101, H2O Just add water, Camp rock, the sleepover club......what do kids even have today
disappearing on your partner after conflict when they need clarity or closeness is not giving yourself space. it is emotional abuse. the anxiety and abandonment wounds it creates are very real
i hate the fact that i require so much reassurance, like things could be going perfectly fine but there's always a part of me that believes that it's all a lie