it poisons everything, even the stuff i enjoyed changes to an unrecognizable degree. i can do better than this, but i stopped so long ago that this is me now
the me that doesnt do anything, doesnt know anything, i learn my skills and then i lose them, as if i changed into a completely different person. people get surprised, disappointed, bcuz this makes no sense
yall ever feel lonely irl bc you just seem so different from everyone? your likes, beliefs, and just way of existing form an ice wall between you and everyone
this is what happens when u ignore trigger warnings!!! i wanted to read a fic but the author was describing this so perfectly and i panicked cuz its like Oh what do you mean this isnt normal? am i cooked 😂😂
ive been experiencing a lot of delusional thoughts lately and i dissociate a lot, and im worried im going to lose myself bcuz im not getting help for it anytime soon, and i cant imagine how much worse its gonna get like a year from now
now im just waiting for it all to fall apart, to show itself. it makes me panic. but i try to ignore these thoughts. there is still a part of me that knows these are delusions. i'll try not to fall in.
ive been experiencing a lot of delusional thoughts lately and i dissociate a lot, and im worried im going to lose myself bcuz im not getting help for it anytime soon, and i cant imagine how much worse its gonna get like a year from now
its so bad. it feels like im in a dream, like everything around me is wrong and that im supposed to "wake up" to some big truth that lies beyond what i can see, and that what im living through right now is fake, and everyone knows except for me
Another Dandy’s World x Smurfs crossover! This time with Shrimpo and Grouchy Smurf.
I am constantly experimenting with my Shrimpo design,,,
#dandysworld#smurfs#thesmurfs