The concept of a demon pounding a old man priest through the mattress and mockingly saying "Father, call me daddy" and the priest, who's totally fucked stupid, just obeys
what years of passive suicidality does to your brain
i can't do it -> i will kms
i don't know what to do -> i will kms
im scared -> i will kms
this is hard -> i will kms
im sad -> i will kms
Passive suicidal ideation is quietly losing your attachment to life while pretending everything is normal. you stop dreaming, stop expecting happiness & start feeling like a spectator in your own existence, watching the days pass without knowing what you're still holding on for.
Passive suicidal ideation is when you stop imagining your future, stop making plans, and quietly accept the possibility of not being here someday. you still laugh, work, and answer messages, but deep down, you struggle to find a reason to care whether tomorrow ever comes.