@de4dk1tty_ If you're still feeling those feelings I don't see why not. Especially if you need encouragement to recover, the SH side of SHED seems quite a bit more supportive in recovery than the ED side.
@de4dk1tty_ I'm sorry, that's one of the worst feelings imo. All you can really do is reassure them it's not because of them. It'll be intense for awhile but eventually you learn to shoulder it. They're definitely gonna want to help though, from what I understand of your parents.