being a hairstylist who cuts himself is interesting bc i will have to buy double sided razor blades for the rest of my career wether im cutting or not, cuz i need them for my straight razor.
being a hairstylist who cuts himself is interesting bc i will have to buy double sided razor blades for the rest of my career wether im cutting or not, cuz i need them for my straight razor.
caved and asked if he was mad and he basically told me he's super numb right now but he isn't upset with me which is fine i guess immmm just hyper sensitive to everything rn
anxious that he hates me but i don't want to be annoying- idk he was being sort of mean earlier and it made me sad and now he's quiet and sighing every so often idk i think i need to die
anxious that he hates me but i don't want to be annoying- idk he was being sort of mean earlier and it made me sad and now he's quiet and sighing every so often idk i think i need to die
@su1cidalb1tch idk tho bc i lwk did it in not the best way but there wasn't rlly a good way to go about it 😓😓 idk i j feel like my bf is gonna feel awful about it forever and it's gonna cause other problems
so update i had a lee mental break while in the public library bathroom and made him cut off his ex for good this time because i couldn't handle it #pleasegodletitbeover
@crwucified yeah you can't that account is useless now unfortunately 😞😞, just keeping it so i can look at my own posts bc i still have access to them while logged in
shout out to my mother for dying during my developmental stages therefore weaving a deep fear of death and grief into my body for eternity to come so i would suffer forever and be unable to kill myself