first night in a while staying up alone again bc husband was poaching my late night habit. it just wasn’t the same. now i’m reminded why i love doing this so much, there’s nothing else that hits like this. i think we’re gonna switch off nights lol love the bastard that much
fell asleep to a ram dass meditation before work today and i think it’s been subconsciously programmed into me because i am lingering on his words. for all of eternity we are to sit around the fire. the Fire
in my best moments i feel like a moth being led to a flame. purely unconscious and full of lust and life just driven by something inside. and the flame as something inarticulable, immaterial, without form or thought, whatever it is i am like a moth to it. drives my destiny
hey lurkers its been a good day i’m just not gonna be on twitter much because this morning i was so nauseated by my timeline and the sociopathy that i had to delete this app from my home screen and now i just dont think to open it lol. i go in n out of this so ill be back soon
started argument w husband bc he committed a series of artistic betrayals against me. it ended w him conceding on his own that i am prime kanye west forever #iknow
its so over we’re so back like fuck this is giving me whiplash on the daily. i love it deep in my core though and that’s what bothers me. that’s how i know it will be hard to unwind this, bc i love it. why does my soul feed on this so much like can we try being normal :>
my favorite asmr girl i’ve been watching since middle school has been having a slow mental breakdown over the last year and she’s like completely lost now and i wish there was something i could do. she really was the greatest to ever do it