Now strangers I didn't even liked or felt attracted to saw my body and I didn't get nothing in return
I'm just a body
That's what people want
Nobody is interested in me as a person
Am i even lovable?
I keep feeling like my friends don't actually like me
I'd be tired of me too
I'm too weird sometimes
I don't have real problems like they do
I feel like i'm too inmature for them even though we are the same age+
They are only interested in things I say if they are related to dating/my sex life
So I thought if I started sexualizing myself it would bring me that matureness I lacked
Started talking with a bunch of strangers on the internet in different apps