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[. @8euw8]

then you go and act like you're always the victim. that you're all perfect and just other people try to blame you for nothing

[. @8euw8]

all you can do is playing with people's feelings and be selfish and mean:(

[. @8euw8]

but you never take responsibility for acting like this. it's always only my fault. you do things like this yourself but then you act like I fucking forced you through the screen to text that

[. @8euw8]

you can be really hurtful and so unkind, the way you spoke to me like I was literally a no one to you. you god damn know you play with my feelings and it's not me putting you in this position. you do it yourself by saying things like 'come here then'

[. @8euw8]

if we don't talk for long enough will you be affectionate towards me again?

[. @8euw8]

I'm more calm now but I miss you

[. @8euw8]

would you regret anything if I didn't wake up today? if I really died and that would be just the end

[. @8euw8]

I'm so fucking tired of everything

[. @8euw8]

I just know I'll be happier after I die

[. @8euw8]

I genuinely don't believe I'll ever be lucky enough to be treated that way

[. @8euw8]

I can find other guys good looking but you are always the prettiest one to me, and they would never be enough bc they're not you. and maybe I expect too much to be ever liked by someone the same way, for someone to feel like that about me

[. @8euw8]

sometimes I get scared by your anger at me bc it reminds me of my father

[. @8euw8]

if that was irl would you yell at me too seeing I'm already crying?

[. @8euw8]

I don't like reality I miss getting high and feeling connected to something more

[. @8euw8]

I want myself back

[. @8euw8]

I'm so fucking tired

[. @8euw8]

I hate any relationships with people bc everything hurts

[. @8euw8]

I wish I could but no one's pay attention to me, I don't exist to men

[. @8euw8]

or maybe if I had someone who loves me back

[. @8euw8]

I want to be able to get rid of my feelings just like you are