samara .ᐟ.ᐟ

6teen 🩹 ••• manic 2001
lowfat milk enthusiast
sfx makeup artist
!not new to shedr!🥛ᶻ 𝘇 𐰁

[samara .ᐟ.ᐟ @988ideations]

twt nuked my old account ˃︿˂ 🩹

[samara .ᐟ.ᐟ @988ideations]

i keep asking my doctor for meds that stomp my appetite, so i never want to eat. she keeps refusing, blaming it on my depression & how "im probably just looking for dopamine in food"
FUCK YOU !!!! GIVE ME PILLS !!!!

[samara .ᐟ.ᐟ @988ideations]

@kdvntt mine

[camryn (COMMS OPEN) @camrymel]

had sex last night for the first time and i had to lock the fuck in because this mentally flash banged into my head as i was inside her so i had to contain my laughter

[samara .ᐟ.ᐟ @988ideations]

mourning my bare arms before i ruined them

[samara .ᐟ.ᐟ @988ideations]

can someone tell me how long it takes for hypertropic scars to fade??

[samara .ᐟ.ᐟ @988ideations]

missing my lowest weight . .
i thought i was fat
little did she know 🙁

[r ♡ @r4chisme]

communication is NOT key!!!!! i ruined everything by communicating!! everyone keep your mouth shut NOW!!!!!!

[samara .ᐟ.ᐟ @988ideations]

why is mental illness such a burden
i get it, im not normal. can they stop treating me like an animal who needs to be tamed??

[tiramisugirl @a1shamisu]

me looking at all the pastries in the bakery section knowing I'm out of cals for the day

["hikaru" of shedtwt @desolatekaru]

my cuts are nowhere near severe enough i need to stop being such a pussy

[samara .ᐟ.ᐟ @988ideations]

its so hard to starve again after months of saying "fuck this ed"

[airi @airijanuary]

slow cutters scare me

[samara .ᐟ.ᐟ @988ideations]

@mouseyy118 omg i know that STUNG

[𝓝 ໒꒱⋆˚⭒.⋆ (-15/35 lbs) @angellmustdiie]

whats so bad about me cutting anyway

people do things that’ll harm them all the time what makes cutting so much worse than smoking or drinking

[𐙚 ˚ֶָ֢·𝓓𝓸𝓵𝓵𝔂.ᐟ.ᐟ @afftones]

You could tell me in detail how you plan to hurt and kill me and I'd still get turned on

[˚₊‧꒰১ nia ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ @niaofedtwt]

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE!!!

[ιʑʑყ @drowsymousegirl]

this is how it looks to me when I see people on shtwt playing with their blood

[dean withers of sometwt 2.0 @mrskiplingsnake]

my cat when he hears the rumours about what he’s done to my arms

[Cloudie @Thickclouder]

babe can we co-op goon tonight