feel like every time i manage to find my mental footing it slips and thatโs a fun thing to constantly repeat over and over and isnโt wearing me down at all
food aversion is the actual worst because /forcing/ myself to eat because I know I have to is borderline triggering and then i feel sick right after and the whole time im like, scolding myself for my inability to eat which is very fun
starting the day off strong. not even noon and im crying ๐ชlove to feel like im disappointing my mentor at every turn because my day job leaves me with 0 energy to work on my apprenticeship in a way that they feel is worthwhile