I'm the one that has to die when its time for me to die, so let me live my life how I want to, because I'm going to do it with or without your permission
I want to permanently turn off the part of my brain that rushes to justify the actions of people who mistreat me before making space for my own emotions
unfortunately, i am my family's most independent and distant child so i will sit here by myself, act like i don't need anyone, and fight every single problem by myself