I’ve relapsed with my depression
I used to be heavily medicated for it, and I decided to quit and hopefully turn my life around. I did for a while but it really does silently come back sometimes. I've been bedrotting again, showering is hard again, I started isolating myself again. so, i'm really sorry for not showing up. I really do want to.
Living with a genetic disorder that has no solution, chronic fatigue, can't heal my vocal cords, aura migraines that literally make me temporarily blind. just everything about being chronically ill is extremely exhausting. I feel like im just a constant disappointment. I wish I could do the things i promise to do without having excuses.
I wish I could make you guys proud by always doing the best I can. I just need to pick myself up first. I will always try to be the best version of myself I can be. I’ve been trying to turn my IRL life around recently. I’ve lost like 20 lbs so far, started taking supplements, putting myself first in my decisions, etc. I promise I’m trying my best, and I’ll continue to do so.
I just wanted to share cause I think mental health is extremely important and being honest is always a nice step to take. So trust in me, I'm taking the steps! ^^ Much love 🧡
hey this is kind of tough love but it really helped me when i was feeling alone,
i read that sometimes we want a village, but we aren’t providing enough to be a part of it.
if you don’t give time and energy to people / friendships, they aren’t going to feel deep or substantial.
schedule that movie night. play that game off stream. DM each other for “no real reason.”
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My illness stopped me from living for many years. Now im living life to the fullest as an anime girl online. I never used to have dreams I never used to aspire to do anything I thought that was it for me. Now I have dreams and I will work hard to make those dreams come true.