2025 recap (24):
• Escaped a 3-year abusive relationship
• Homeless for a bit
• The girl I’d loved since 15 was dying
• Two involuntary relocations
• Got seriously ill pre-bereavement
• Worst shape of my life
• Couldn’t see beyond a day
• The love of my life died
• Shock and collapse for months
• Now at risk of losing my corporate job
• Suicidal, genuinely, for the first time since all of the above
• Still here. Still trying
Positives:
• Built a decent war chest
• Learned a lot about people, priorities, love, time, values
• Got out of the abusive relationship
• Got clear on what I don’t want
• Even at my lowest, something in me refused to die with this story
I’ll retweet this and see what 2026 is.
Being born poor in modern Britian sucks. The barrier to "making it" is significantly harder then being born middle class. Ran my statements back over the 2020s and literally was only from running my health and time in to the ground i managed to even get a "chance". Too late.
When I hit my peak looks at 21 and was getting female attention etc, I went in to this kinda strange depression where I also didn’t really want to do anything too. Strange strange.
Clavicular says he doesn’t like doing ANYTHING anymore except sitting in his house and rotting 😳
“I hate doing anything to be honest with you… I don’t like anything, I like to sit in my house all day and do nothing… That means rotting is that good if I’d rather do that than make millions, I’d rather rot…”