Day 6 of backend until I get a job
• did nothing today, spent whole day feeling very anxious & vulnerable about myself. idk how to overcome this. sometimes it feels like I wasted everything. don't know what to do. time is less, lots of pressure and what not
Day 5 of backend until I get a job
• learned Express middleware and how the request-response cycle works
• spent time practicing everything I've learned so far.
Gentle reminder: You can rise up from anything. You can recreate yourself. Nothing is permanent. You are not stuck. You have choices. You can think new thoughts. You can learn something new. You can create new habits. All that matters is that you decide today and never look back.
Day 4 of backend until I get a job
• practiced REST APIs all day
• learned how to test endpoints using @getpostman
going a bit slow, let's see where this journey goes.
One important rule to stick to in these next 6 months, is to not dwell on what went wrong in the last 6 months. Heal, detach, leave the past in the past, let it end, lock in, and keep things moving.
is it normal to feel extremely depressed and like u want to die for 2 days and then feel perfectly fine and happy all of a sudden the next day Or do i need to go get diagnosed