Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB

Arrogant dick. Walked across USA 2010, now crippled by #pain (#arachnoiditis). Have videos showing amazing recovery⬇️.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

**THREAD**

June 29, 2020: After seeking #pain treatment for 3 years, then another year of having the wrong treatment, I finally received the right treatment.

Almost.

I knew it would be life-changing, so I’ve tried to document.

Here are videos in order:
https://t.co/UVlpJWC5R1

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@TeamYouTube My channel (Aimless Ryan) disappeared yesterday with no warning. Can you help me get it back? Why is this happening? Very stressful.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@lapis_lazuli11 I hear ya, and I know exactly what you’re saying. Sorry.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@dish_answers @tsklear Don’t tell us you share our frustration. You ARE our frustration. You’re greedy and your service sucks. You don’t do this to customers you value. After 25 years, I’m getting rid of it. I’ve had enough of your crap, and you’re not getting me back. Dish Network is a joke.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@LelenaPeacock That’s what I was thinking just yesterday. And hearing. Loudly. In my little piece of the world on a bridge. Where my dead muscles got a little stronger. Where tears run down my face every day. Where I may be coming back to life.

Also: Disorder, disorder, #DISORDER!!!

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@James_Iha Hearing Silverfuck reminded me that you once put me on your SP guest list (Columbus, Oh, 1993 or 94, The Newport) because I ASKED YOU TO put me on your guest list when I saw you walking around the venue/OSU. That was very cool. Thanks. Classy.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

A month ago, while doing this, this music played randomly in my earbuds. I immediately knew I needed to make a video showing these moments of my life. Started as educational, but I think it became art. I love it. Hopefully you will, too. https://t.co/jg4bIYLH8S

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@LelenaPeacock Every freaking morning. Rarely do I get more than an hour of sleep straight. On this chair about 23 hours a day. Thankfully it tilts about 45°. Not enough.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@AKolostomyBag @LindaMDickson3 @sexton_cecilia @LelenaPeacock @chattyknana @Colo_Trumpette @aander1987 @secondchances09 @longtimeonleft @1painunit @D321Debbie @bluelilly40 @kathleenaie @JoeAllenNewman @GEugenics @MichaelNey19 @Ledhedd @chelseakenna @PainPtFightBack @fightpaindaily @amylorrainelong @StaceyF62 @FollowingForFu2 @nyxpooka @ibdgirl76 @Russell14779118 @StopBadDocs @Goin4sane66 @lockedoutofvenu @JeffreyFudin @WizardPuzzle @kaake_rn @Jennife90117914 @debg_deb @JSG_54 @jmkillingnyc @VCoast @RogerSchaeffer3 @LynnRWebsterMD @chronicpainwar @Elianok10 @PROPkills @browndotflop @drpammys @mcewen_taryn @WoPSufir @rlamartini @NickCarlin6 @Kelly @jenndoliva That’s exactly why I’m unwilling to take almost every pharmaceutical. OxyContin ruined my life more than it was already ruined. I don’t want that to happen to others. I found out the hard way. Everyone finds out the hard way.

If they just would’ve given me what I knew was right.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@AKolostomyBag @LindaMDickson3 @JoeAllenNewman @scorpio_19_11 @LelenaPeacock @sexton_cecilia @chattyknana @Colo_Trumpette @aander1987 @secondchances09 @longtimeonleft @1painunit @D321Debbie @bluelilly40 @kathleenaie @GEugenics @MichaelNey19 @Ledhedd @chelseakenna @PainPtFightBack @fightpaindaily @amylorrainelong @StaceyF62 @FollowingForFu2 @nyxpooka @ibdgirl76 @Russell14779118 @StopBadDocs @Goin4sane66 @lockedoutofvenu @JeffreyFudin @WizardPuzzle @kaake_rn @Jennife90117914 @debg_deb @JSG_54 @jmkillingnyc @VCoast @RogerSchaeffer3 @LynnRWebsterMD @chronicpainwar @Elianok10 @PROPkills @browndotflop @drpammys @mcewen_taryn @WoPSufir @rlamartini @NickCarlin6 @Kelly Yes, and to create that effect requires more chemicals.

More chemicals means more things can go wrong.

Which is why OxyContin has a longer list of “side effects” than Percocet.

These things happen to people who are vulnerable. Happened to me. Percocet wouldn’t have.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@AKolostomyBag @LindaMDickson3 @sexton_cecilia @LelenaPeacock @chattyknana @Colo_Trumpette @aander1987 @secondchances09 @longtimeonleft @1painunit @D321Debbie @bluelilly40 @kathleenaie @JoeAllenNewman @GEugenics @MichaelNey19 @Ledhedd @chelseakenna @PainPtFightBack @fightpaindaily @amylorrainelong @StaceyF62 @FollowingForFu2 @nyxpooka @ibdgirl76 @Russell14779118 @StopBadDocs @Goin4sane66 @lockedoutofvenu @JeffreyFudin @WizardPuzzle @kaake_rn @Jennife90117914 @debg_deb @JSG_54 @jmkillingnyc @VCoast @RogerSchaeffer3 @LynnRWebsterMD @chronicpainwar @Elianok10 @PROPkills @browndotflop @drpammys @mcewen_taryn @WoPSufir @rlamartini @NickCarlin6 @Kelly @jenndoliva When it’s been documented enough to include on the list of common side effects, it’s not a side effect. It’s just what it does.

What happened to me is on that list. Just not in detail. You don’t want to know the details.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@LindaMDickson3 @sexton_cecilia @LelenaPeacock @chattyknana @Colo_Trumpette @AKolostomyBag @aander1987 @secondchances09 @longtimeonleft @1painunit @D321Debbie @bluelilly40 @kathleenaie @JoeAllenNewman @GEugenics @MichaelNey19 @Ledhedd @chelseakenna @PainPtFightBack @fightpaindaily @amylorrainelong @StaceyF62 @FollowingForFu2 @nyxpooka @ibdgirl76 @Russell14779118 @StopBadDocs @Goin4sane66 @lockedoutofvenu @JeffreyFudin @WizardPuzzle @kaake_rn @Jennife90117914 @debg_deb @JSG_54 @jmkillingnyc @VCoast @RogerSchaeffer3 @LynnRWebsterMD @chronicpainwar @Elianok10 @PROPkills @browndotflop @drpammys @mcewen_taryn @WoPSufir @rlamartini @NickCarlin6 @Kelly @jenndoliva That surprises me because it made me unbelievably weak, like the label says.

Which made me pretty much stop eating.

Which made me skin and bones.

Interestingly, though, one of the great things about IR oxycodone is that it makes me stronger.

Unless I’ve also taken OxyContin.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@sexton_cecilia @LelenaPeacock @chattyknana @Colo_Trumpette @AKolostomyBag @aander1987 @secondchances09 @longtimeonleft @1painunit @LindaMDickson3 @D321Debbie @bluelilly40 @kathleenaie @JoeAllenNewman @GEugenics @MichaelNey19 @Ledhedd @chelseakenna @PainPtFightBack @fightpaindaily @amylorrainelong @StaceyF62 @FollowingForFu2 @nyxpooka @ibdgirl76 @Russell14779118 @StopBadDocs @Goin4sane66 @lockedoutofvenu @JeffreyFudin @WizardPuzzle @kaake_rn @Jennife90117914 @debg_deb @JSG_54 @jmkillingnyc @VCoast @RogerSchaeffer3 @LynnRWebsterMD @chronicpainwar @Elianok10 @PROPkills @browndotflop @drpammys @mcewen_taryn @WoPSufir @rlamartini @NickCarlin6 @Kelly @jenndoliva Nearly a year and a half later, I still haven’t asked for my former treatment back, and I never will. I’m still alive, and improving, with 2/3 of the oxycodone I could’ve continued taking. No one who is weak/disabled should be prescribed anything that causes weakness (OxyContin).

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@sexton_cecilia @LelenaPeacock @chattyknana @Colo_Trumpette @AKolostomyBag @aander1987 @secondchances09 @longtimeonleft @1painunit @LindaMDickson3 @D321Debbie @bluelilly40 @kathleenaie @JoeAllenNewman @GEugenics @MichaelNey19 @Ledhedd @chelseakenna @PainPtFightBack @fightpaindaily @amylorrainelong @StaceyF62 @FollowingForFu2 @nyxpooka @ibdgirl76 @Russell14779118 @StopBadDocs @Goin4sane66 @lockedoutofvenu @JeffreyFudin @WizardPuzzle @kaake_rn @Jennife90117914 @debg_deb @JSG_54 @jmkillingnyc @VCoast @RogerSchaeffer3 @LynnRWebsterMD @chronicpainwar @Elianok10 @PROPkills @browndotflop @drpammys @mcewen_taryn @WoPSufir @rlamartini @NickCarlin6 @Kelly @jenndoliva I couldn’t take it, either. I remember OxyContin headaches. Can’t remember other bad things, but there were more. I begged several times for them to replace my Oxy with Perc. Even swap. Nothing strange about that. But they wouldn’t do it until I begged for 40 mg instead of 60.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@aander1987 @AKolostomyBag @LindaMDickson3 @JoeAllenNewman @scorpio_19_11 @LelenaPeacock @sexton_cecilia @chattyknana @Colo_Trumpette @secondchances09 @longtimeonleft @1painunit @D321Debbie @bluelilly40 @kathleenaie @GEugenics @MichaelNey19 @Ledhedd @chelseakenna @PainPtFightBack @fightpaindaily @amylorrainelong @StaceyF62 @FollowingForFu2 @nyxpooka @ibdgirl76 @Russell14779118 @StopBadDocs @Goin4sane66 @lockedoutofvenu @JeffreyFudin @WizardPuzzle @kaake_rn @Jennife90117914 @debg_deb @JSG_54 @jmkillingnyc @VCoast @RogerSchaeffer3 @LynnRWebsterMD @chronicpainwar @Elianok10 @PROPkills @browndotflop @drpammys @mcewen_taryn @WoPSufir @rlamartini @NickCarlin6 @Kelly I desperately wish someone had told me that what has happened to me could happen to me. Not that it would happen, but that it could happen. It would’ve changed my life drastically. But those people disappear from Twitter, just like I did. And then they die.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@AKolostomyBag @LindaMDickson3 @JoeAllenNewman @scorpio_19_11 @LelenaPeacock @sexton_cecilia @chattyknana @Colo_Trumpette @aander1987 @secondchances09 @longtimeonleft @1painunit @D321Debbie @bluelilly40 @kathleenaie @GEugenics @MichaelNey19 @Ledhedd @chelseakenna @PainPtFightBack @fightpaindaily @amylorrainelong @StaceyF62 @FollowingForFu2 @nyxpooka @ibdgirl76 @Russell14779118 @StopBadDocs @Goin4sane66 @lockedoutofvenu @JeffreyFudin @WizardPuzzle @kaake_rn @Jennife90117914 @debg_deb @JSG_54 @jmkillingnyc @VCoast @RogerSchaeffer3 @LynnRWebsterMD @chronicpainwar @Elianok10 @PROPkills @browndotflop @drpammys @mcewen_taryn @WoPSufir @rlamartini @NickCarlin6 @Kelly Part of my point is that OxyContin contains at least one ingredient that does horrible things to me and others. This is known.

Which IR oxycodone and Perc do not contain.

OxyContin is oxycodone plus poison.

ER has zero benefits over IR.

It’s an unnecessary risk. For nothing.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@scorpio_19_11 @LindaMDickson3 @JoeAllenNewman @LelenaPeacock @sexton_cecilia @chattyknana @Colo_Trumpette @AKolostomyBag @aander1987 @secondchances09 @longtimeonleft @1painunit @D321Debbie @bluelilly40 @kathleenaie @GEugenics @MichaelNey19 @Ledhedd @chelseakenna @PainPtFightBack @fightpaindaily @amylorrainelong @StaceyF62 @FollowingForFu2 @nyxpooka @ibdgirl76 @Russell14779118 @StopBadDocs @Goin4sane66 @lockedoutofvenu @JeffreyFudin @WizardPuzzle @kaake_rn @Jennife90117914 @debg_deb @JSG_54 @jmkillingnyc @VCoast @RogerSchaeffer3 @LynnRWebsterMD @chronicpainwar @Elianok10 @PROPkills @browndotflop @drpammys @mcewen_taryn @WoPSufir @rlamartini @NickCarlin6 @Kelly That was probably confusing.

Much/most of my body’s damage is from arachnoiditis (pain), but neither it nor MS was about to kill me when I started taking OxyContin. 10 months later, I feel like I was nearly dead. From OxyContin.

I hope that makes sense.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@scorpio_19_11 @LindaMDickson3 @JoeAllenNewman @LelenaPeacock @sexton_cecilia @chattyknana @Colo_Trumpette @AKolostomyBag @aander1987 @secondchances09 @longtimeonleft @1painunit @D321Debbie @bluelilly40 @kathleenaie @GEugenics @MichaelNey19 @Ledhedd @chelseakenna @PainPtFightBack @fightpaindaily @amylorrainelong @StaceyF62 @FollowingForFu2 @nyxpooka @ibdgirl76 @Russell14779118 @StopBadDocs @Goin4sane66 @lockedoutofvenu @JeffreyFudin @WizardPuzzle @kaake_rn @Jennife90117914 @debg_deb @JSG_54 @jmkillingnyc @VCoast @RogerSchaeffer3 @LynnRWebsterMD @chronicpainwar @Elianok10 @PROPkills @browndotflop @drpammys @mcewen_taryn @WoPSufir @rlamartini @NickCarlin6 @Kelly If I had died last year, they would’ve cited complications from MS or something, even though this damage was done to me by arachnoiditis and I barely consider MS real.

I wonder how many other people actually do die when this happens to them, but listed cause is [insert disease].

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@aander1987 @scorpio_19_11 @LindaMDickson3 @JoeAllenNewman @LelenaPeacock @sexton_cecilia @chattyknana @Colo_Trumpette @AKolostomyBag @secondchances09 @longtimeonleft @1painunit @D321Debbie @bluelilly40 @kathleenaie @GEugenics @MichaelNey19 @Ledhedd @chelseakenna @PainPtFightBack @fightpaindaily @amylorrainelong @StaceyF62 @FollowingForFu2 @nyxpooka @ibdgirl76 @Russell14779118 @StopBadDocs @Goin4sane66 @lockedoutofvenu @JeffreyFudin @WizardPuzzle @kaake_rn @Jennife90117914 @debg_deb @JSG_54 @jmkillingnyc @VCoast @RogerSchaeffer3 @LynnRWebsterMD @chronicpainwar @Elianok10 @PROPkills @browndotflop @drpammys @mcewen_taryn @WoPSufir @rlamartini @NickCarlin6 @Kelly Plus 5 months after breaking my leg (IR oxy every day), I was in considerably better condition than I had been when I broke my leg, and I was better every day. Which hurt less. That’s enough of a reason to continue such treatment, but there are many more reasons. Took 3 years.

[Ryan ♿️ Powell, PRM, GNSB @AimlessRyan]

@aander1987 @scorpio_19_11 @LindaMDickson3 @JoeAllenNewman @LelenaPeacock @sexton_cecilia @chattyknana @Colo_Trumpette @AKolostomyBag @secondchances09 @longtimeonleft @1painunit @D321Debbie @bluelilly40 @kathleenaie @GEugenics @MichaelNey19 @Ledhedd @chelseakenna @PainPtFightBack @fightpaindaily @amylorrainelong @StaceyF62 @FollowingForFu2 @nyxpooka @ibdgirl76 @Russell14779118 @StopBadDocs @Goin4sane66 @lockedoutofvenu @JeffreyFudin @WizardPuzzle @kaake_rn @Jennife90117914 @debg_deb @JSG_54 @jmkillingnyc @VCoast @RogerSchaeffer3 @LynnRWebsterMD @chronicpainwar @Elianok10 @PROPkills @browndotflop @drpammys @mcewen_taryn @WoPSufir @rlamartini @NickCarlin6 @Kelly Strange as it may seem, those injuries (happened seven weeks apart) are the best thing to ever happen to me. The broken leg didn’t teach what I needed to know. I couldn’t have learned without another nasty injury. With another injury, I was forced to take IR oxy for even longer.