Moses didn't get the promised land. he walked forty years for it, he lost his family for it, he stood in front of God for it, his face melted for it, and at the end God said you can see it from here but you're not going in. and he died on the mountain looking at it. God's favorite guy, the one who actually talked to him face to face, died in the desert looking at the thing he never got. now tell again how you deserved that promotion and God isn't answering your prayers. moses entire function was the walking, not the arriving. the forty years of shut up and move your feet when nobody believes you, including most mornings yourself. the promised land was always the desert. the desert is where he talks, the desert is where he needs you. and you hate that. i do too
@NickHintonn i had an intense acid trip in 2015 and the only words i could remember were "the cell phones are generating reality" ... reading this was an intense full circle moment thank you
@SpinninBackfist my life fell apart completely after this loss... when i thought i was back, i took my own brutal championship knockout... thank you charles for helping me never give up