ppl don't realize how isolating it is to grow up thinking and knowing that nobody around you likes or had a crush on u. I genuinely think that itโs not possible to find me pretty in that way and that I will never find someone. when someone gives me a compliment my first thought is that they are either making fun of me or lying.
I need reassurance that my presence is wanted but I canโt ask for reassurance because thatโs really embarrassing and it wouldnโt feel genuine if I asked for it
ah yes, the real five love languages:
- touch starved
-my parents never said they were proud of me
- i love Things
- iโm so exhausted by life pls let me rest for 5 mins
- hey pay attention to me