I have a daily battle with myself on if I want to continue to work at home or get a job outside the house to get a damn break🙃 I’m blessed to stay home and take care of all these babes, but it’s so physically and mentally draining sometimes.
Whoever had the idea to put kinder camp and Kasons birthday in the same week, that was fucked up. I’m an emotional wreck over here😭 my little 8lb 3oz baby boy is so big now. It’s not fair😩
Kason walked in on Dylon and I dead ass in the middle of getting it on last weekend and the way Dylon tried to act like nothing was happening was the funniest shit I’ve seen in my life🤣 He was supposed to be having quiet time in his room😅🤷🏼♀️
It’s only 9am and I’ve already almost cried twice. Today is going to be way harder than I thought. I should of taken the day off🙃 One year without my grandma😩
I am such a stress/emotional eater and with this coming Tuesday being my grandmas one year since she passed away, I am not doing good eating this week🤦🏼♀️ Just put two and two together today, so I’m going to try to do better tomorrow!
My best mom advice I have is to give your kids an early bedtime. They are usually in bed around 7pm and it gives me a solid 3 hours of relax time before I go to bed👌🏻👏🏻#muchneeded
There’s a possibility that I could have my new mom car by September🤩🤞🏻I need 3 rows to haul all these dang kids around in when Kason is in school so I don’t have to deal with the anxiety of him riding the bus😭
I truly lived my best life yesterday. Got buzzed off mimosas naked in our hotel bed in the middle of the afternoon, did some shopping, went out for a nice dinner and had 24 hours kid free🙌🏻🤘🏻 Anniversaries are the best.
My grandmas cancer and death was so devastating and traumatizing to me that I have to force myself not to think about it or I just shut down and can’t deal with shit. It was all so fucked up.
My sister in law asked me if I wanted to drink tequila with her tonight.. I thought about it for a minute then realized how terrible it sounded🥴I’m getting oldddd, I would much rather lay in bed and watch Virgin River and wake up feeling good tomorrow😅