Recovering🔥

Recovering. Volunteer firefighter. Future EMT and LEO. Trying to save others when I don't know how to save myself.

[Recovering🔥 @AnaFirefighter]

"Describe your life in one picture"

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I have discovered diet ice cream and this is a game changer.

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There is no way to piss me off faster than saying pitbulls are bred to be aggressive & its in their blood. I will shut you down real quick.

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We have both made it obvious were in love with each other, even though we shouldn't be. And we'll never be just friends

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Me and A will never be "just friends" because we care about each other so fucking much. We don't have to touch to be intimate.

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@_dxlicate Could be a new or different material used. My dad got a filling and I don't think he had to wait. Waiting 24 hours to eat isn't likely

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@_dxlicate Always listen to your doctor instead of things online lo

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My anxiety has been through the fucking roof lately and I get so worked up my entire body will shake over stupid little things

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@teamlexi41 You look so beautiful

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I've been eating solely so I can purge because purging fucking feels good and so does being empty.

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You should thank your lucky stars, because if you ever felt one break your never want a heart

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Hey there Mr. Tin man, if you give me our armor you can have my heart

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It's almost April and there's 4 inches of snow on the ground and we're supposed to get a foot. I'm fucking crying.

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You can't make homes out of people.

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That's my actual heartbeat.

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And I'm probably going to have to go talk to Chief which I'm afraid to do because I don't want to be off the department.

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And now I'm sure that A is going to find out since he's PD and he's going to think I'm fucking crazy like I told him I was.

[Recovering🔥 @AnaFirefighter]

And that I'm a great volunteer and part of their family and I absolutely fucking lost it last night.

[Recovering🔥 @AnaFirefighter]

I get a text from chief saying he doesn't know what's going on but knows I'm upset and he's there if I need to talk and so is everyone else