Manifest a lover that understands you're a work in progress but still adores you for the precious masterpiece that you already are. Someone who wants to grow and evolve with you, not only in this realm but in every dimension.
Spend time with your grandparents and elders while they are here. Learn from them. Ask them questions. Listen to their stories. This is your lineage. This is where you came from.
You disrespect yourself when you beg
someone for BARE MINIMUM things
like love, attention, affection, support,
reciprocation, etc. Don't do that shit again.
People come and go, pain comes and goes. But it is the misuse of your own imagination that gets you, not their absence. Instead of wasting your time asking why they left, redirect your mental energy and ask, “what beauty will I create in the space they no longer occupy.”