@longdicctrades@FAT4LDON Guess imma keep going, my faith is unwavering and I d never keel myself thanks to it but damn man if for a second I started hesitating about God id be dead
@longdicctrades@FAT4LDON I ve tried many times but nothing worked
Only time I was "happy" was when I was living alone smoking 1000$ of weed per month couldnt afford to eat everyday
Which wasnt really happiness I guess
@longdicctrades@FAT4LDON Idk vro ngl am tired af of my life, before the Covid thing I could cope but its really be hard now
I have 0 friend irl, no gf, live with my mom thats depressiv, no other siblings, poor, isolated etc its tiresome