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[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom Its okay. There are people here willing to listen to your concerns. Just write them down here and we will do our best to gove you support.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom There is nothing wrong with stopping your partner from doing it. That thing is too dangerous, and besides I do not thing it should even be an option as a play.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom Even if last weekend did not happen, he is still taking drugs. He will hurt you eventually.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom I have a feeling he started to change because he got onto chem. The addiction got hold of him. It is very difficult to judge how a person can become once they start doing drugs.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom Well in that case, there isn't a choice then. You have to go through it again. Maybe just take it as one last glance of the past before you erase them permanently. A farewell for you to move on?

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom You can always find someone to talk to here. Im sure there will be people here to help ease your concerns.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom I understand your pain. Having betrayed by someone you loved, and you thought he would love you is not an easy thing to take in. It hurts more than anything in there world. The amount of effort you had to put through but to end up like this. Its just painful.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom When he chose to take drugs, this outcome is already foreseen. He prefers his drugs over you. Its like you've been replaced. Its good that you have friends you could talk to about this situation. Many people had to suffer themselves with similar situation.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom He was a victim of drug abuse, and he chose to return to it even after he got out. You were a victim of emotional and mental abuse, yet you had no choice but to hold onto them for the ones you love. You tried your best.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom Seems like his only concern in this relationship was himself, and how he felt. Never once did he actually cared for you did he? The only times he showed some form of affection was when he needed you for something.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom You made the right decision. You did your best you could to help the one you love, but it was him who chose to push you away. Don't feel guilty of your choice. Both of you will become better after this incident.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom I hope for the best for both of you.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom He's already proven that he is not trustworthy and is willing to backstab you anytime he see fit. He is not a keeper. Please, for your own sake, cut him loose, before he cause more damage to you. Don't gamble your own life for that kind of person.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom With his past record. It is valid that you are concerned something might happen again. It's not wrong you wanted to make sure he is doing fine. You cannot save someone who doesn't want to be saved. You tried your best, and you've done your part as his partner.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom From what I see,he was using you as a backup so when he couldn't find anyone to hookup, you could fill in for him. This relationship is very unhealthy.

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom Its a good opportunity to plan for your future. The next one will be better(hopefully).

[AK @Arc_141]

@ff_maxdom you should do what you want the most. If content creating is not what you wanted, perhaps it is time to move on.