♡Ashley♡

// @backstreetboys 6.21.14 - @trutvjokers 6.29.16 // @cube_ptg 9.5.19 // @NickiJJ_AI is my #platoniclover // multifandom hoe

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

@MichaelsStores Hey. So, quick idea… you sell Pokémon cards right? You started selling baseball cards right? You know what you should start selling as an add on to those? Ultra Pro card sleeves and Ultra Pro top loaders. They are also very popular in the Kpop community. 🥰👍🏻

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

Dear @MichaelsStores , I need you to have shelves like this again this spring/summer. I have more BTS plushies I need to display and I love these shelves with my whole life. 🥺

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

@Crocs Can y’all either a) open the charms kiosk back up in Christiana Mall or just in general open a Crocs store? Delaware needs one that’s not all the way down in Rehoboth plus the associates at the charms kiosk were so nice. I miss them. 😩🥺

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

Girl, they’re still my whole personality. 😂🤦🏻‍♀️

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

Granted I probably could take a mental health day but I feel terrible because it’s been super busy and I know my team needs me. So I just don’t. Going to work helps get my mind off things so it’s nice but I just can’t get in that spirit. 😞

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

I’m almost positive my co workers probably think I’m a scrooge for not caring about things like a decorated breakroom or the holiday season in general but the mental health has not been doing too well lately and I can’t catch a break.

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

I’ve had to go to work mourning the loss of my grandmother. I’ve had to go to work mourning the loss of a relationship with a man I thought I was gonna marry. And now I have to go to work mourning the loss of Aaron Carter, the man I grew up watching and listening to. All in 2022.

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

@ashtintwt You are such an incredibly hard worker and an even more amazing person in general. If they don’t see that and cannot let you have a little peace during this difficult time.. then what the fuck? You deserve to rest and have that injury get better. Not stress about work.

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

@NickysAngelBaby You aren’t wrong but let’s not forget that someone’s biggest enemy is themselves. Nick had an amazing support system behind him being the guys (and Lauren) but HE wanted to get better. HE wanted to be sober.

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

@NickysAngelBaby I’ve been on the verge of tears all day but they just would not fall (I assume because my brain didn’t wanna process it as real). But that did me in. I saw that and I was SOBBING.

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

@xoHusnaaxo @zaynmalik I miss MySpace. 😂

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

If people are saying this, you are a disgusting human being. Nick tried SO HARD for YEARS to help him. You unfortunately cannot help someone who doesn’t want help or doesn’t think they need it. It’s sad but it’s the hard reality.

[danielle @danielle_reacts]

In no way, shape or form is anything that has ever happened to Aaron nicks fault. Disgusting to think or say otherwise.

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

I am so sad.

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

One of my old high school friends I have on Facebook messaged me and asked me how I was doing in light of the news.

🥺

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

@nickcarter I am so sorry. We are all here for you. We love you so so much. 😞

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

None of this feels real. I grew up with that man. So many memories from the late 90’s up until like 2014/15 are filled with such good memories.

If you or someone you know is struggling with mental health, please please call. Get the help you deserve.

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

I saw the news scrolling on Facebook. In a room full of giggling, laughing females. I had to step outside. My chest was tightening up. I had to leave work a little early. I was at a red light, went to take a sip of tea and saw how badly I was shaking.

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

Thank you.

[♡Ashley♡ @AshleyMorole]

I’ve not been doing too hot lately. My (ex) broke up with me, BTS is enlisting in the military, work has been stressful and draining most days. I just want a break. I want to catch a break. I’m mentally and emotionally exhausted. 😞