So apparently it's my 9th Anniversary on this account so I figured I take the time now to say officially that I have already left this site a few months ago.-
#MyXAnniversary
I'm still keeping this account up for archival purposes and because I don't like deleting years and years of art and posts I've sent out over the years (though there are some I might delete if I don't stand by them anymore).-
I shouldn't have treated people's interpersonal private issues that shouldn't have been public as "entertainment".
I shouldn't have treated accusations or creator drama as bandwagons for my "I told you so" moment
I shouldn't have Parasocial Hatred gotten the better of me.
I shouldn't have taken online arguments so personally.
I shouldn't have engaged with Drama tabloids trying to ruin people's lives.
I shouldn't have taken accusations at face value.-
Even before the Muskrat took over, this place was already a cesspool of Parasocial Hatred. With in-fighting, harrassment, drama-mongering, and false or dubious accusations being thrown around as long as they made good ammunition happening all the time,-
While I understand there were a multitude of factors in my life that led to all of that, I still can't deny my engagement with what I've read and have said and done as a result of it all.-
For the past year, I had been reflecting a lot in my life for the past several years and had come to the realization that I wasn't really that great of a person, and the time I've had on here was reflective of that.-
It's something that I had contemplated for a long time but didn't have the courage to do since I still had some attachments on here (AKA artists that I still followed). But it became clear that those reasons weren't enough to stay here.-
@starheavenly Me with TFA Optimus and TFP Megatron. I'm still struggling with their shapes and faces. Hell, even designing their human forms has been difficult.
Genuinely how do Americans cope with such terrible worker protection laws, Swedens not perfect in any way but like for example my therapist has the progression pride flag in her office and she cant get fired for that, this lady hung a flag in her free time and got fired wtf