AxellentQuads

[The Exit Code @The_Exit_Code]

Narcissists are exhausting because nothing you do is ever enough. You try harder. You still fail. You adjust. You still disappoint. The goalpost moves constantly. So you’re running on a treadmill that never stops. That’s what exhaustion looks like.

[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

Treatment time. Thank you guys again!!

[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

You're not crazy. It is really happening. You will be ok. It is tough, but you will be ok.

[𝓓𝓮𝓵 @delonperc]

SURVIVORS OF NARCISSISTIC ABUSE,

WHAT'S THE MOST IMPORTANT THING SOMEONE STILL STRUGGLING NEEDS TO HEAR RIGHT NOW? 🤔

[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

@ethanpeal_ice Thank you so much! I am supposed go start my next round of treatment tomorrow. I will talk to the doctors and see if they would get in touch. 🤍

[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

I'm not gonna lie, I am scared to death of doing another round of chemo. I hate it and it sucks but I am going to keep fighting. Please send positive energy my way. I am terrible at asking for help, but I need all of the help I can get right now. 😭

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[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

A special thank you to @TheIliaSociety ! I have no words for how grateful I am. Without them, I would not be starting this next round of treatment. I am not sure how I will ever repay them, but once I am well again, I will find a way!

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[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

As I get ready to start my next round of treatment later this week, I want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone who supported me along the way.
Quite literally, I would not be able to do this next round without your help.
1/3

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[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

Your generosity has lifted an enormous burden and given me the chance to keep fighting.
Thank you for standing with me. It means more than I can put into words. ❤️

2/3

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[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

As much as I HATE doing this, the desperation is so real right now. I'd be so appreciative of any help!

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[Saad @lolnvmtho]

When you meet a REAL narcissist you’ll understand how overused that word is

[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

For those who dont know, cancer patients ring the bell when they are done with treatment. This little girl was always smiling and happy despite being visibly sick, so I'm thrilled for her!

[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

Yall, I've been in & out of the hospital the past 6 weeks & just in general sick & miserable. But today, during my treatment a little girl I've seen a few times before during my treatments (its an open room with recliners where everyone is) rang the bell and it made me so happy!

[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

Second side note. I admire my brother's lawyer's dedication to his days off. He was on out of the office on Friday and apparently didn't touch his computer until today. 😂 When I get well enough to start working again, I'm going to have that energy. 😂

[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

I have a minor health update. No one in my family was a stem cell match for me & neither was anyone on the registry. My nephew wanted to get tested, but his mom is in the middle of a BITTER divorce from my brother & she said no. 1/x

[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

Side note. This latest round of treatment has been ROUGH. I haven't even watched much Olympics because I'm either throwing up or sleeping. Even at that, I have faith it will get better. Now I'm going back to sleep.

[ViewerAnon @ViewerAnon]

How fucked are we as a country that an incredibly successful actor who worked into the last year of his life was left penniless by a two-year Cancer battle?

[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

Btw, dark humor is how I am making it thru.

[AxellentQuads @AxellentQuads]

Y'all I am suffering horrific side effects from chemo this round. It is usually bad, but this past week have been particularly bad. I cant tell if my nausea and vomiting today are from that or this horrific ice dance podium. 😂 At least I know I dont want to try watch.