Grieving is weird.
I havenโt changed my clothes since Sunday, havenโt brushed my hair, havenโt talked to anyone besides family.
Today I brushed my hair, just ordered pizzas to just sit on the couch to take in this last day of being able to sit in my silence. Baby steps
breakdowns don't necessarily mean crying. most of the time, it's you blankly staring somewhere and not having the energy to continue doing whatever it is you're doing.