when the Feel Very Very Bad Disorder makes u feel very very bad but if u talk about the Feel Very Very Bad Disorder u feel guilty & embarrassed so u just continue to feel very very very bad
if u refuse to properly communicate with me until the last second when ur already fed up w shit i didn’t even know was an issue i’m going to assume you simply wanted an excuse to get rid of me cus there’s no reason at our big age to be doing all that
i hate hate HATE that i require so much reassurance like things could be going perfectly fine but there's always a part of me that believes that all of it is a lie