sophie is in her semi ia era

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[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

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[(˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥) @stimabuse]

cw: fat
gw: dead

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

@goalbmii its the ozempidemic

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

@jaemrexia soo hella busy with work irl i lowkey forgot about this account i start college next month! (photography major) gap year is officially over rip
i also turn 19 soon (the 18th)

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

wow i havent posted in so long hey

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

her arms holy

[ari @soobinsdih]

im terrible at this eating disorder wow

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

@jamesrexic me when snapchat shows me my memories from 2023. i genuinely wish my legs and waist and stomach were that size again

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

off topic but kinda on topic.. this is huge (and im medicated now have been for a year just switched from lexapro to zoloft tho)

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

part of me wonders if im recovered because i haven’t been actively restricting in genuinely over a year but like i still have like thoughts about it and like my body all the time so like idk i just never do anything about it anymore. im maintaining though im stuck at 160-165lbs

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

its so weird to me ive had this account since i was 14 now i turn 19 in less than a month like what the hell

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

idk just a ramble post

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

part of me wonders if im recovered because i haven’t been actively restricting in genuinely over a year but like i still have like thoughts about it and like my body all the time so like idk i just never do anything about it anymore. im maintaining though im stuck at 160-165lbs

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

@jaemrexia omg heyy

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

im alive

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

her arms holy

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

also i am not in my relapsing era idk i hate my body and i think i always will but idk how to rewire my brain back to disordered thinking about food in in my binging era rn i just wish i weight loss came easier to me

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

guys i missed it by a week days but hello?!

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

i picked up a shift at work tomorrow i regret it but i need the money if im gonna buy an ipad for school this fall sigh my parents did say theyd cover some of my camera expenses as a birthday present as i also need a camera for school

[☥ @rosiesrib]

quitting life to focus on my eating disorder

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

also guys i signed up for college officially im taking 3 classes this fall im back in my ⭐️ ving student era

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

obviously need to start my stretching and workout routine now that season is over and i dont have rehearsals this summer

[sophie is in her semi ia era @B3RRYCALZ]

part of me is wondering if i even want to count cals anymore in this new lock in or just try to do omads/ like one snack and dinner type situation and see how long i can keep that up