✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt)

22▪︎they/pup▪︎bi▪︎the dog girl ever▪︎vent/relapse diary▪︎pls just block don't report

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

just realized I posted toes for free

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

ROUND 2!!!!

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

the inside of my sleeve is sticky, and I made a mess. oh well

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

holidays are overrrr time to start agaiiiiin

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

I've been drunk for three days practically, all I can think abt is bleeding.

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

I want her back so bad

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

we broke up. I cant eo this again chat. I won't survive it

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

but how long can I keep it up? how long can I be of service? how long can I push aside how I feel for the sake of the ones that I love?

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

im always the one sacrificing. im always the one pushing my feelings aside for the ones around me. I'm always pushing myself down and making myself digestible, likable, someone worth keeping. if I can't provide what am I here for? if I can't be of use why keep me around?

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

slowly developing what feels like agoraphobia but hey at least my gf is hot

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

22 is crazy

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

it's been a rough week
really unsatisfied honestly, wish I had gone deeper

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

I luv having a girlfriend but fuck, it makes it so hard to get away with relapsing
I WANNA CUT SO BAD BUT WIFE WILL NOT BE HAPPY.

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

I don't know what to do. i feel something building, something bad and I hate it. I want this feeling to stop, I need all of this to stop.

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

AAAND the scars :3

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

the next day, very happy with how these came out
IGNORE THE SINGLE BANDAID, one spot wouldn't stop bleeding 😭

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

@X_Mimic_X im getting there slowly but surely I promise :,3 thank man It means a lot <33

[✞Beau✞(shtwt//edtwt) @Beau_Marrow]

I've never been the first choice. I've never been someone special. everyone else has someone and im nothing to anyone. it doesn't matter if im in the picture anymore. at the end of the day the world would continue to turn.