ok i’ve discovered im scared of sex not because any other reason but bc i hate myself so much i don’t really know how anyone could ever find me attractive
ugh i keep drinking and then eating KILL MEEEEEEE but also i am not up that much in weight, only five pounds from my normal weight so i think because every time i gain a bit then lose my average weight goes down about 5/10 pounds hopefully i can reach and maintain 140
i’ve discovered my type and it is a combination of andy samberg, matthew grey gubler, and paul baker
i’m cooked there is nobody real who looks like them 😭 at least nobody who wants me
my mom just lore dropped she was supposed to be in the marriott in the wtc on 9/11???? hello trauma how do i react im really glad she feels safe sharing this with me now i guess?