Life stops being painful when you stop seeing your body as yourself and start viewing it as just an instrument to interact with the real world. You also start to be just an observer, rather than an active participant, that's pretty awesome.
@lastmanmoder in my case its not about gender dysphoria and stuff i just hate the fact that i have a physical body. like. that i have physical needs. itd be so much more convenient if it was just me and my persona. my personality. i tend to just ignore my physical existence. is that ok