Bloodbringer

Consumer Staples Analyst for @Blackrock. Opinions are my own.

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@Liathetrader @nikitabier Please don't block me

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@starryx9 @Liathetrader Yes I did, but I still can't move on from it. I understand it was 2.5% of my account but it was all my May realized gain gone

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@borisyeltzin @Liathetrader It's already a realized loss. I locked in the loss to prevent further disaster

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@MohammaddShahin @Liathetrader Why?

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@FrostyFinances How the fk did you recover or stay sane? I'm feeling the worst depression of my life and it is for 7k...

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@FrostyFinances Have you ever had a day where you've had a realized loss of 7k or greater? This feeling is sickening

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@Ertlu_ @3KComeback You think I can get it back before the end of the month? I really need something to cling on to. I'm severely depressed. I shouldn't have entered SPY calls and SPXL shares. I thought the gamma wall at 7400 would hold for at least a small bounce 😞 @Liathetrader

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@Liathetrader I also opened SPXL shares and lost 1k on those as well. How did you cope with your 500k realized loss?

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@FrostyFinances You shouldn't be at all worried. Paper losses always come back. Realized losses are what matters

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@Liathetrader 500k realized? How did you mentally recover? All I am seeing is paper losses on X. I was trading FMC, 29 DTE SPY calls, which I entered at the 7400 Gamma wall, and MKTX. I just feel sick. Yes I'm up about 11% YTD after today but all my work in May is gone. Talk me off a ledge

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@jdemer64 @Liathetrader 7k realized loss? This is not a paper loss. I had to lock it in

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@FinanceFiendz @3KComeback Yes options. I loaded calls at 7400 gamma wall and it destroyed it. I was 29 dte $SPY calls. I cut them, luckily before the end of day and after hours drop. I still feel sick, almost as if no one lost more than me today

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@jef38059084 @zerohedge No, I actually have a lot of defensive positions but I got smoked on options. I was 29 DTE too. I feel sick

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@Ertlu_ @3KComeback Yeah that's why I am saying paper "losses" do not matter. Realized losses matter, which is what I am facing today. Talk me off a ledge... Proof:

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@MitchellStooks @Liathetrader here is proof...

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@MitchellStooks @3KComeback 50k? Realized or just account movement. The key thing is I have 7k REALIZED loss. I wouldn't mind so much if it was just paper movement. If you have a 50k realized loss, then that is way different and I don't know how you're calm right now

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@3KComeback How are you in a good mood and managed to not lose today? I am really down