@Ertlu_@3KComeback You think I can get it back before the end of the month? I really need something to cling on to. I'm severely depressed. I shouldn't have entered SPY calls and SPXL shares. I thought the gamma wall at 7400 would hold for at least a small bounce π @Liathetrader
@Liathetrader 500k realized? How did you mentally recover? All I am seeing is paper losses on X. I was trading FMC, 29 DTE SPY calls, which I entered at the 7400 Gamma wall, and MKTX. I just feel sick. Yes I'm up about 11% YTD after today but all my work in May is gone. Talk me off a ledge
@FinanceFiendz@3KComeback Yes options. I loaded calls at 7400 gamma wall and it destroyed it. I was 29 dte $SPY calls. I cut them, luckily before the end of day and after hours drop. I still feel sick, almost as if no one lost more than me today
@Ertlu_@3KComeback Yeah that's why I am saying paper "losses" do not matter. Realized losses matter, which is what I am facing today. Talk me off a ledge... Proof:
@MitchellStooks@3KComeback 50k? Realized or just account movement. The key thing is I have 7k REALIZED loss. I wouldn't mind so much if it was just paper movement. If you have a 50k realized loss, then that is way different and I don't know how you're calm right now