Sam, it’s been a year now. I will never forget how happy you were that night. I wish I could wake up to a text or call or see you again. I miss you and love you, so very much.
@SaaamIAm_ , it’s been one year now. Nothing has gone the way I thought it would. For the better or worse. I Honestly, all of 2022 has been white noise to me. Still trying to give it my all to keep enjoying the things we did.
We’re out here trying to live it up and send it for you. I have been closed off lately about how I feel. And when people ask how I am, I kinda just wave it off. Truth is that night still runs in my head and I keep wishing I get to tell you 1 more time how much I care for you.
The worst part of being back is having to look across the street and be reminded of everything that’s happened. Why didn’t we do any of the things we would usually do that night?
We gone and done the thing at Vegas. It was a great time at EDC. But god damn did I miss you @SaaamIAm_ . I know you were there with us all the way through. I don’t know when the next time I’ll be hitting a show, but thank you for finally convincing me to go to this