cutting people off feels different now. it’s not anger, it’s grief. like dang… I really wanted you here, but your actions showed me I’m not safe with you.
I realize that God’s protection often looks like disappointment at first. You thought you lost something, but God was really saving you from it. I’m so thankful for everything that didn’t go my way & every single thing that prepared me for where I am now.
Do not ignore me. You can tell me you don't want to talk. You can tell me you need space. Whatever the case may be. Radio silence is a hard limit for me. It touches a very vulnerable place in me.
IM NOT EMBARRASSED ABOUT NOTHIN I BEEN THRU! Yep I struggled,I been hurt,yeah a PERSON I loved crossed me,friends betrayed me, been broke,mismanaging money,yep I done cried at times,emotional issues, been heart broken&dumb🤷🏽♀️But I ALWAYS ate every trial the devil tested me with up
Unfortunately, yes i sure DO give up on people.. you can't continuously disappoint me, distract me, not pour into me & expect me to continue showing up for you. No can do.
Luxuries we forget that are luxuries:
1. Your mom still around
2. Hot water
3. Feeling healthy
4. Peace of mind
5. amazing friends/partner
6. Good food
7. Bills paid
8. Reliable transportation