That online meetings are useless, so then I give up or doubt what I am doing. There’s so much conflicting advice out there. I guess, I’ll figure it out. Just so annoying.
I did this before. But it’s much harder this time. In 2018, I had an outside job, lived in a big city with great meetings. Now, I work from home and there’s about one meeting a week with people I don’t relate to. So, I try online meetings that I like, but then an old timer says
Just dumped the booze out and threw the weed away. Going to a few meetings today and working. I am nervous about how I’ll perform at work today hungover but I’ll do my best. If I don’t drink or use. It will be a good day.
I realize I drink for any reason. I used to think it was for just being anxious. Lately I’ve been drinking to feel happy, to be able to tolerate and enioy other people.