⚘

tw // ed

[ً @viveespo]

something about an ed in the second half of the year

[⚘ @CAL0REXIA]

granted literally every test got flagged as abnormal so maybe that’s not smth to celebrate lol

[⚘ @CAL0REXIA]

blood test results show hyperthyroidism omg??

[⚘ @CAL0REXIA]

blood test results show hyperthyroidism omg??

[vicky ྀ @vickybunni]

how i think my life will be when i reach bmi 16: https://t.co/rH1lvcXs5A

[⚘ @CAL0REXIA]

lost 2 kg in the last two weeks but idk if it's preiod weight or if i actually lost weight

[⚘ @CAL0REXIA]

logged my weight into the casual dieting app and i was feeling proud bc i lost almost 1 kg in a week and the app goes “you’re the same weight!!” what if i kms. what if.

[⚘ @CAL0REXIA]

no bc my brothers would ask me why i was wearing makeup at home and when i asked them why they thought that they said my eyes looked bigger ugh i need to get skinny again

[Koi 🍂⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖⋆ @omadollie]

UNFORTUNATELY I was my prettiest when I was smaller so

[poppy 🍓 edtwt @211cals]

A thigh gap + flat stomach would fix at least 75% of my problems

[bryn🍷 @mysticitlikeher]

i feel like im underestimating how fat i am

[☥ @rosiesrib]

february is national eating disorder awareness month so to celebrate i will be starving

[⚘ @CAL0REXIA]

his concern was sweet but like,, i’m disordered my guy 😭 it doesn’t help that after looking back on old pictures he lost quite a bit of weight which was triggering for some reason

[⚘ @CAL0REXIA]

told this guy that i was talking to that i did pilates and then cardio for my work outs and he asked me if i lifted and when i said no he went “oh but you might get too skinny if you just do that?” as if that wasn’t the whole point

[⚘ @CAL0REXIA]

mental illness is real bc i guy that i think is cute tapped my shoulder and i was tapping my shoulder after that to see what he would have felt 😭

[⚘ @CAL0REXIA]

every time someone taps my shoulders i always wonder if they can feel my shoulder blades

[⚘ @CAL0REXIA]

like i literally have not been working out, eating normally and i thought i would have gained weight with how much i’ve been eating out bc of my new job but they don’t think so

[⚘ @CAL0REXIA]

my family came and visited me last night and all of them have been talking about how much weight i lost in the four days that they’ve not seen me 😭 what makes this even funnier is that i’ve literally changed nothing of my eating or exercise habits i just moved away