📍 new new new pin
hi, im Clock, or Rukvus
i love love love love LOVE ITFT-ITFA/HFJONE, and BFDI+
im into a shit ton of fandoms as you'd find on my strawpage (although i really have to rework it)
no dni, unless ur under 13
i have W music taste too, and will post fishtwt stuff
every day just keeps getting longer and you're my last hope but im nothing compared to you so how am i supposed to be the role you need to help get over your strugglesbut when you relapse i just get more depressive and angry when explaining how badly i want you to be better
whycant you just spare yourself and get rid of the rest?
you say you're sorry and that it makes you sad for me to be sad but this back and forth only makes me sadder.if im addicted too maybe ill finally understand and we can be sad equally toghether?
i am nothing but a monster shaming you for your comforteven if you dont like it either
im not allowed to feel the release you do so i cant understand how you dont feel its unfair
i need to choke and d1e already
i am rotting in my cold room and nobody is able to save meim probably going to try and buy dxm if i even make itrthough the month because thats my only last escape i can think of, im so cold and im so tired of trying
i cant keep doing this why i do i only get mad at the worst timesi genuienly am only making it worse but its not fait i have no way to cope like you my ultimate method is just dying but you deny me that so what am i supposed to do to be happy once and for all? my mind is hell
hello.
before i deactivate, i wanna clarify i didn't know i could hurt people like this. i trusted my friends but now it turns out im getting exposed. i’m leaving because you all hate me and can’t accept the fact that i got @CL0CKY_ pregnant. goodbye.