@voidslockdown Iβm sorry to hear this, I hope it helps to understand that we aren't our thoughts; we are the awareness that observes them. Most of us are experiencing spiritual warfare inside a 3D Matrix, but we all have the innate ability to win by ignoring these intrusive thoughts.
therapist made me answer why i cut last night and when i said "thats my sex life" THE AUDACITY TO SAY "oh! i hated that!" YEAH GIRL ME TOO. WHOS FAULT IS THAT??
ts so triggering cause i waited 9 months to ask someone out thinking about him all the time constantly yearning and i barely lost any weight in that time