study yourself. your patterns. habits. compulsions. trauma. anxieties. insecurities. addictions.
once you see them, the unconscious becomes conscious. and the moment you know what they are and how they control you, you awaken. you start to become unstoppable.
Being autistic and asking “why?” can get you into so much trouble with people who hear “I challenge your authority” when you literally mean “I need the missing information.”