I get so lonely that I'll put myself in unsafe situations just to feel someone's physical touch. I'm so touch starved that I literally don't care who it comes from I just want it. Like the only real hug I've gotten in a long time was from my L sized shirts. and people who I want+
to hug live super far away from me. I've literally downloaded hook up apps knows for being unsafe just to get attention from people, anybody, and it fucking sucks. The other night, my friend expressed how they feel about me doing that. That's something I haven't heard often is+
(in the mirror doing positive affirmations) You are a fucking Weapon.
You are capable of a great and powerful violence and can inflict terror on absolutely anyone.
You can explode stuff with your mind powers.
I still got called ma'am and even though I have not shaven my face in a few days. Also these old ladies need to stop calling me hun, sweety, and honey. They are making me blush at work and it's not helpful