Feeling a bit unhinged & spicy it’s a mood I swear. Thanks to @nickkelll for bringing me back to a level of decency. P.S I didn’t do the spicy thing.
I haven’t wanted to give up as hard as I want to give up now in a really long time. I’m just sitting in my car listening to emo music. Going from really numb to full blown tears & ugly crying & numbness again.
January 2nd 2022: had Covid for two weeks. Year has been pretty shit since
December 29th 2022: drove myself to the hospital. Does this mean next year is going to be just as bad? If so, I might Baja blast myself.
I regret this weekend so much. I wish I would have just ate the money & canceled the trip all together. I’ve never regretted a trip & this one just was sad in so many different ways. I’m still sad about it. The festival being canceled was just the icing on the cake.
NOT ME TEXTING THIS GUY THINKING HE WAS MY UNCLE TO FIND OUT HE’S THE GUY I WAS FUCKING 💀💀💀💀💀💀 like straight up sending him videos of brewery’s & sent him a happy birthday text. CALLED HIM YESTERDAY TOO.