Nobody prepares you for the fact that you will go through some of the most heart shattering experiences of your life and are still expected to show up for work.
Take care of yourself. Pay your bills. Meet your goals. Just carry on. it's awful
Mercy is when you can't even explain how you're surviving, but you are. You don't have it all figured out, but each day, God sends help right when you need it. Hallelujah.
If I'm being honest, half the things I went through are in fact because of me, my lack of discipline, not listening to my gut feelings, and my poor decision-making.