After mrembo nilikuwa nioe ametekwa na cocktails by jamaa wa bima, nilijiconvince it wasn’t that deep na for 2 months I was on autopilot ndo nisipee emotions nafasi, but one day nilitoka kazi nikachukua GM, walked home nikaketi kwa floor in the dark for hours na nikiamka I noticed a few tear drops. I’ve never admitted those were real tears till today.