Day 9 of no alcohol and I’m feeling so much better and my bank balance looks a little better, have applied for a few jobs and got an interview lined up for 22nd June, is it cheating if I have a non alcoholic beer to celebrate?
Feel like absolute shit today, I’ve begged and pleaded to every service I know for help, I’ve been in crisis twice this past 2 wks both times the police have taken me to safety, today the crisis team have discharged me from there service. Idk what to do now.
Thank you each and everyone of you for your comments and support, I’m still on the wagon at day 5 and not prepared to give up yet. Thanks again everyone
So it’s day 3 of no alcohol, I’m currently feeling as I did when I had a drink, really down, emptiness, suicidal,feel like I’m doing it on my own. please tell me it will get better soon?
Its sad that I got to 40, and didn't realise what was drinking giving my ADHD the extra release of Dopamine and the Valium slowed down my mind reacting to the overestimated situation. "A busy shop for instance"
Its pretty much hereditary! Im watching my crew closely !