"Hey son, why are you always in your bedroom?"
me thinking about all of the unwashed, disgusting, foul smelling stallions that I need to service, clean and worship:
Just relapse. It's really not so bad if it happens once or twice. It's not like you'll get addicted to how good everything feels. It's not like you'll get so carried away you won't be able to stop. It won't hurt you. It's fun.