i think the saddest part about growing up is realizing nobody is coming to save you. The version of you that’s exhausted, scared, and overwhelmed still has to wake up and keep going tomorrow.
i feel like no one actually likes me & everyone just tolerates me & pretends to accept me if they even bother pretending at all & i am always one step away from being abandoned & discarded & i must be perfect & interesting & fun at all times Or Else