fiz271

日本に留学(失敗)

[teme Abdullah @itsteme]

Saya dapat 10A untuk SPM.
Alhamdulillah, layak untuk mohon hampir kesemua scholarship.

Saya bukan tiba-tiba nak bagitahu result tau hahaha! Apa yang saya nak cerita ialah, tindakan kita selepas SPM itu yang menentukan hala tuju kita. SPM tidak menjamin. Jangan ulangi silap saya.

Dipendekkan cerita, saya dapat scholarship ijazah architecture ke United Kingdom. Namun, ada kesilapan yang saya buat, yang mengakibatkan saya hilang kesemuanya.

Saya terpaksa jadi pelukis jalanan buat beberapa tahun.

Lepas SPM, kita terdedah dengan alam dewasa yang sebenar. Kita perlu buat pilihan besar. Tak ada orang pantau kita kat universiti. Nak tidur 24 jam tak pegi kelas pun tak ada siapa yang marah.

Time ni lah jiwa remaja kita teruji. Lagi mencabar dalam keadaan tiada pemantauan.

Instead of menjadi pelajar yang baik, saya banyak menyimpang. Saya berniaga, saya belajar agama (tidak salah. Cuma pembahagian masa & keutamaan saya yang salah), saya banyak cuba benda baru.

Saya jadi tak nak study.

Merasa diri dah besar, saya banyak buat keputusan pramatang.

Rebel. Saya terlupa tujuan & tanggungjawab sebenar saya. End up saya tidak capai keputusan yang baik untuk exam terakhir saya sebelum layak terbang ke United Kingdom.

Saya kurang 1 point sahaja. Sangat sayang.

Scholarship saya untuk ke UK dibatalkan. Rayuan ditolak.

Bila saya apply universiti dalam negara, hampir tak jumpa universiti yang diiktiraf oleh Lembaga Arkitek Malaysia yang terima result A-Level. Semuanya minta result SPM.

Maksudnya, saya terpaksa bermula dari awal.

2 tahun A-Level ‘terbakar’ macam tu sahaja. Sedangkan kawan-kawan saya yang masuk asasi, matriks, diploma, semuanya berbaki 2-3 tahun je lagi untuk dapat ijazah. Ada yang dah nak kerja pun.

Saya? Daripada baki 3 tahun, jadi 5-7 tahun untuk ijazah seni bina. Sebab intake tahun tersebut dah tak dibuka.

Masa hadapan terasa gelap masa tu.

Memang rasa tak nak sambung belajar dah. 2 tahun yang 'sia-sia' itu ibarat 10 tahun bagi budak belasan tahun. Kita rasa stress & asyik compare dengan kawan-kawan yang lebih bernasib baik pada mata kita.

Sedih tengok kawan-kawan semua dah hampir tamat belajar sedangkan saya dengan SPM je.

Namun semua tu berlaku atas kesilapan saya juga. Maka, saya terpaksa hadap & perbetulkan semuanya semula.

Apa yang saya nak share ialah, hati-hati membuat keputusan di alam dewasa. SPM bukan penamat, bukanlah penentu segalanya.

Ya, alhamdulillah saya dapat 'kejar' balik akhirnya. Saya terbang ke UK dengan biaya sendiri. Terpaksa buat macam-macam kerja sambil belajar di negara orang. Siap jadi pelukis jalanan. Macam-macam cabaran saya lalui termasuklah kata-kata yang kurang enak daripada orang terdekat.

Tapi, kalian tak perlu lalui semua tu. Kalian boleh elakkan buat kesilapan yang sama.

Dan jika kalian temui jalan buntu, insyaAllah akan ada jalan keluar. Jika kita berusaha, tak give up, serahkan kepada Allah dalam semua hal, insyaAllah akan ada penyelesaiannya.

Take your time untuk bersedih.
Tapi ingatlah, gagal sekali, tak bermakna gagal selamanya. 🌹

[fiz271 @Cookielx]

@_adisafwan その一歩目の「友達から」だけど、今も誰もいなくて、どこでどう探すのもわからなくて困る

[fiz271 @Cookielx]

Where and how do people actually make girlfriends..

[Kevin Jordan @kevin_jordan__]

This hits different as a founder. When you're building something, the default state is problems. If you're not careful, every standup and every Slack thread becomes a complaint session.

I started replacing "this is broken" with "here's what I'm trying next" in my own self-talk. Small shift, but it actually changed how I approach debugging and decision-making.

[GP Q @argosaki]

New research reveals that constant complaining does more than annoy those around you—it can actually weaken your brain.

Every time you focus on what’s wrong, your body releases stress hormones like cortisol, which interfere with neural function and reduce the brain’s ability to adapt and learn.

The impact is not just mental. Elevated cortisol levels can impair memory, decision-making, and problem-solving skills.

Over time, a habit of negativity can make your brain less resilient, affecting emotional regulation and overall cognitive performance. Essentially, the more you complain, the harder it becomes for your brain to handle challenges effectively.

Shifting your focus from problems to solutions isn’t just good advice—it’s backed by science.

Practising gratitude, positive thinking, and constructive problem-solving can lower stress hormones, strengthen neural pathways, and help your brain remain agile and adaptable throughout life.

#TheSciencePulse
#BrainHealth #PositiveMindset

[BUKAN Tokey Sarkis™🚬 @farhanzahari]

Babi punya seller.
Kesian bapak aku.
Ingatkan barang apa la sampai.
Rm49.00.
Aku bukak. biskut boleh beli shoppe 5.40 je sebungkus.
Call sender. Number not available.
Mohon mampus jenis seller scammer mcm ni.
Harap eksiden masuk longkang.
Anjing.

[Rin  @rinmansor]

Tiga karakter paling dibenci nabi:

1) Al Thartharun : byk bercakap (semua benda dia nak ulas)

2) Al-Mutashaddiqun : orang yg membesarkan diri ( berlagak pandai/ dia paling tahu semua benda)

3) Al-Mutafayhiqun : orang yg sombong bila bercakap (menghina / rasa diri paling betul)

[fiz271 @Cookielx]

@Twnhapp 🥺

[Tony Chau @SaskioLoL]

"i have ranked anxiety"

no you don't

you have a mouse.

a keyboard.

a monitor.

a pc.

internet.

47 minutes.

that's it. that's the requirement list

you're not scared of ranked.

you're scared of a number confirming what you already suspect about yourself

let me make this clear:

there is a rank for everyone. iron exists for a reason. bronze exists for a reason.

if you're bad, there's a place for you. it's called your actual skill level

"but i need to learn wave management first"

"but i need a bigger champion pool"

no you don't

you need to click the button

all that shit you think you need to learn? you learn it BY playing ranked.

not before. not in norms. not in practice tool. in ranked.

where it matters. where mistakes cost lp.

where your brain actually remembers because something is on the line

norms teach you nothing.

you're playing against first-timers, autofills, and smurfs.

you're learning bad habits in a fake environment and wondering why you're not improving

ranked is the classroom. norms is daycare

"but what if i feed"

you will

"but what if i get flamed"

you will

"but what if i drop to iron"

then you're iron. that's your rank. now you know.

now you can improve from reality instead of the fantasy rank you gave yourself in your head

the only thing ranked anxiety protects is your ego

and your ego is why you're hardstuck in the first place

stop treating ranked like a job interview you need to prepare for
it's a game.

you click the button. you play. you lose. you learn.

you go again

or stay in norms forever pretending you're "not ready"

your call

Study the Saskio way

[fiz271 @Cookielx]

Ram prices pls go back to normal i just need ram to complete my 9800x3d setup 😭😭

[Tony Chau @SaskioLoL]

playing with a new duo is like having sex with someone for the first time.

everything feels electric. the chemistry.

the excitement. everything hits different.

you're both locked in. both trying to impress.

both performing out of your minds because it's NEW.

then a couple games in, the honeymoon phase ends.

you see the real them. the missed skillshots.

the way they go quiet after a death.

suddenly you're remembering your ex duo.

wondering if you downgraded.

already thinking about who's next.

blamed every duo i ever had.

"she's too passive"

"she doesn't communicate"

"our playstyles don't match"

went through maybe 30 duos in 2 seasons.

exposed to every playstyle. every rank.

every type of player.

that's when i realized.

i was the problem.

not them.

me.

i was so addicted to finding the "perfect duo" that i never stayed long enough to BUILD one.

every time shit got hard, i dipped.

every loss streak, i blamed synergy.

every bad game, i was already thinking about who's next.

then i recently found my duo.

and for the first time i didn't leave.

not because she was perfect. we had dogshit games. miscommunications.

nights where we couldn't win a 2v2 to save our lives.

but instead of running, we talked.

figured out where we were fucking up.

she learned my patterns. i learned hers.

now we move like one player.

she knows when i want to fight before i ping it.

i know when she's about to roam before she leaves lane.

that took months. you don't get that in a week.

the grass isn't greener with a new duo.

the grass is greener where you water it.

that korean duo that's been playing together for 3 years?

they've seen every bad game. every tilted night.

every loss streak that made them question everything.

they didn't find better partners.

they just stopped leaving.

you're not "looking for the right duo"

you're running from the work it takes to actually build synergy.

stop rotating. stop blaming chemistry.

stop thinking the next one will be easier.

find someone you actually like playing with.

then stay.

even when you're losing.

especially when you're losing.

that's where real synergy gets built.

study the Saskio & Rins way

[Mysticismail @xclusive_mystic]

A teacher gave a balloon to every student, who had to inflate it, write their name on it, and throw it in the hallway.

The teacher then mixed all the balloons. The students were given 5 minutes to find their own balloon.

Despite a hectic search, no one found their balloon, At that point, the teacher told the students to take the first balloon they found and hand it to the person whose name was written on it.

Within 5 minutes, everyone had their own balloon. The teacher said to the students, "These balloons arelike happiness.

We will never find it if everyone is
looking for their own. But if we care about other people's happiness, we'll find ours too."

May your day be filled with happiness!🎉

[fiz271 @Cookielx]

Now we wait for ram prices to go back down

[fiz271 @Cookielx]

Just left RAM to build my 9800x3d pc build, but RAM prices flying so high 😭

[fiz271 @Cookielx]

@confucian_the Ala melayu cina kawan baik2 la, satu makan babi satu xda makan babi sudah mau gado ka, apa la

[fiz271 @Cookielx]

@suppmalo Chill la do, aku pun sama gak, ntah dpt grad ke x ni😞

[Lisan al Gaib @scaling01]

64GB DDR5 prices have gone from $150 to $500 in less than 2 months

[fiz271 @Cookielx]

@suppmalo 🫗

[fiz271 @Cookielx]

Fk memory prices hiked like shit 🥹

[fiz271 @Cookielx]

i mean, it was at the lowest point + black friday sales...(trying to justify my purchase)

[fiz271 @Cookielx]

blew my first payday