Person: “Are you mad at me? You’ve barely said a word.”
Autistic Person: “No.”
Person: “Then why are you so quiet?”
Autistic Person: “Because I’m comfortable.”
Person: “Oh…”
Autistic Person: “If I’m quietly existing beside you, you’ve already made it into my inner circle.”
I really shouldn’t have put those songs in queue… they made me feel sick. I miss him so much. I want to text him but I shouldn’t. He has to reach out.. pleasepleaseplease reach out…
I hate riding shotgun now. It genuinely just makes me think of him beside me, the two of us vibing out and him grabbing my hand or a hand on my thigh.. or elbows touching on the center thing.. we always had to be touching. I miss him so goddamned much
"What's your favorite-"
Baby I'm neurodivergent, I like too many things at once and equally and I can't remember any of them now because my brain panicked when you asked
"fuck it we ball" is for stress about the future, "it is what it is" is for stress about the past and "this too shall pass" is for stress about the present